I told her I missed her a few months back, and the response I got from her was “awww”… I felt stupid after that, if she didn’t miss me, who the fuck actually misses me?
I still miss her… there’s something about her that I can’t let go off. I passed by work today to grab my cheque, and for some reason I had to message her to see if she was working.
Being good to each other is so important, guys.
So…. there was a situation on my way to work last night, in fact, it was with this bus driver who had his girl with him on the job. I think I might’ve instigated it, to see if he would try and act big around his girl and he took the bait.
They shut down the stop I usually get off when going to work, but it’s only strict during the day when CNE is going on. I ring the bell to get off that stop, he pulls up immediately and says the stop I rang for is not in service. My response is for him to just pull up at the light literally a few metres down. I keep insisting, he keeps trying to act big. He wanted to call the cops on me because I refused to get off. I decide to eventually get off not because he was gonna call the cops, I could care less about that, but just to get going. Before getting off I make sure I yell “Fuck You”. I’ve cursed off bus drivers before….
The only reason this got far, is because I’ve asked other drivers to drop off exactly where I was telling him to drop me, WITH NO PROBLEMS, they were cool with it. This guy wanted to act big and tuff.
There’s more though…
Why is it that this guy fucking tells me something around the lines that I’m unemployed, WHY THE FUCK DID HE ASSUME THAT I DIDNT HAVE A JOB?! Is it because…. I’m BLACK? I’m not turning this whole ordeal into a racial thing, anyhow…..
I respond I’m going to work, RIGHT NOW. He rebuts and ask about how much do I make. This is where I should’ve not responded, but I had a little liquor in my system, so I answered $20(I wish I was making that much)… his response… 35$.
ACTUALLY, you know why exactly he did that?! He wanted to feel like he was above me, better than me because he had a high(er) paying job. That’s all this was about making him appear superior, alongside showing this off to his girl.
I WANT to get this guy fucking FIRED. If I didn’t curse him off I could’ve probably started an complaint.
I was fucking heated the first two hours of my shift because of this shit. He’s making a stupid amount of money for doing nothing, and has a girl with him while he’s working… I’m fucking exhausted from these multiple jobs, and I don’t have a single girl interested in me to even just chill with.
Know what made it worse, I get into work and check-in with my Foreman and apparently they called a few union workers in to work for tonight to fill a few positions. These guys get paid more than what almost everyone doing the same exact job I’m doing only because they’re with a union. He came in and bartered with my Foreman to get paid even more. After the bus situation this just felt like a slap in the face.