I’m here reminiscing knowing that another girl won’t spend no time with me for a next long while…
She was the first girl I actually got to chill with on so many occasion. She probably had done that with so many guys it didn’t matter much… but for me it meant so much that she would actually spend a little time with me.
She didn’t appreciate me, she knew that I would anything for her in a heart beat so she took advantage of that.
Can’t just something work out for me for once with a female. Like I feel like I’m cursed when it comes to this… every time.
Just whatever… my words don’t mean much, probably why I don’t speak much.
I honestly just fucking… just fuck.